It's just one bad fucking thing after another in my life right now.

My mom lost her job.
My dad hurt himself and he could have trouble working.
I can't find a fucking job.
I can't make money from my commissions because no one can afford them.

My god...

Why can't something in my life go right for once?!
Why does all the bad shit happen to me?!
Why can't I ever be happy for more than a split second?!

FUCK. MY. LIFE.



I... I really need to hear a friendly voice right now... But I don't want my friends to hear me cry...